Boo. Im damn bored so i decided to come here and talk to myself ;x. Had geography and english papers today and sad to say, god did not bless me because after completing the last question of geography, i realised that another qns was easier and i only had 3 mins to complete that qns if i wanted to do that. Hahs. Aiyerrr. Fuck luhs ! Its okay. MID YEAR ONLY! Nvm nvm :D.
After school, bus-ed home. Felt so embarassed because while in the bus walking to the seats, my ankle slipped and i twisted it. I almost fell onto a woman and i guess i gave her a shock. Best thing is i could still laugh and pretend nothing has happened. Teehee. So paiseh ;( 3 more days before all papers are officially over ! Yay yay yay ! Anyone wanna jio me out? Faster book me ! Hahaha.
Ohh, im damn happy. I lost 2 kg. Like finallyzxzxz ! Hahaha.
Baby, i miss you ! I havent seen you in 89635263415 days. You miss me biatch? Haha. Lets go rebond our hair and shopping after your exams alrights? :D
Hmms, my birthday is approaching. Dont know why, but i dread for tht day to come because i know im gonna be oh-so-lonely that day. My previous bday were all spent with him. And even though he doesnt do much, i just enjoy him companionship. Hais. Seriously boy, you still dont see it? Cant you see what you are doing? You are destroying the old samantha. You can bear to see that happening? Sighh. I just miss you so much. Why cant u just see it and tell me you miss me too? I really wanna hug you so tight. Do i still have the chance? Do i still have the chance to tuck you into bed like i used to? Do i still have the chance to trim your eyebrows? Do i still have the chance to pamper and treat you like my lil precious boy? If i dont, just tell me straight. I dont wanna hide behind a mask acting as if im all happy when deep inside, my heart is breaking. I really wanna cry out loud. Wont you be the shoulder i can lie on like i used to? Dont make me hold on to a hope that you know can never happen. I really love you fuckloads. Tell me why cant you see it? Sighh.
I cried myself to sleep last night and when i woke up, there were tear stains on my pillow.
After school, bus-ed home. Felt so embarassed because while in the bus walking to the seats, my ankle slipped and i twisted it. I almost fell onto a woman and i guess i gave her a shock. Best thing is i could still laugh and pretend nothing has happened. Teehee. So paiseh ;( 3 more days before all papers are officially over ! Yay yay yay ! Anyone wanna jio me out? Faster book me ! Hahaha.
Ohh, im damn happy. I lost 2 kg. Like finallyzxzxz ! Hahaha.
Baby, i miss you ! I havent seen you in 89635263415 days. You miss me biatch? Haha. Lets go rebond our hair and shopping after your exams alrights? :D
Hmms, my birthday is approaching. Dont know why, but i dread for tht day to come because i know im gonna be oh-so-lonely that day. My previous bday were all spent with him. And even though he doesnt do much, i just enjoy him companionship. Hais. Seriously boy, you still dont see it? Cant you see what you are doing? You are destroying the old samantha. You can bear to see that happening? Sighh. I just miss you so much. Why cant u just see it and tell me you miss me too? I really wanna hug you so tight. Do i still have the chance? Do i still have the chance to tuck you into bed like i used to? Do i still have the chance to trim your eyebrows? Do i still have the chance to pamper and treat you like my lil precious boy? If i dont, just tell me straight. I dont wanna hide behind a mask acting as if im all happy when deep inside, my heart is breaking. I really wanna cry out loud. Wont you be the shoulder i can lie on like i used to? Dont make me hold on to a hope that you know can never happen. I really love you fuckloads. Tell me why cant you see it? Sighh.
I cried myself to sleep last night and when i woke up, there were tear stains on my pillow.
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